Fainthearted | Episode 5
I was driving home from Nkanyezi, After Mahlatse sent me that text the matured person in me reminded me how much of a liar he is and that he will never change and above all i already have a family that i wanted from him so there was no point watering dead plant ,I have a good caring husband and my two beautiful children whom i will not trade for anything.
When i get home i found my children eating, we did some homework and assignments , we played a bit and i tucked them to bed, God knows how much i love these children. when i have given all hopes of having children my rainbow babies wiped my tears. It was already late and I had to go sign for the products deliveries the following day and pick new furniture.
Mandla and i made love but i could see he was tired he just wanted to finish so he can sleep, My husband tried to pretend like he was having the best time of his life on top of me but i know this man so i played along for the sake of peace, to be honest i would have preferred my black baby over this thing happening right now but he is my husband and i promised him to be there through thick and thin.
By the time he finished i was dryer than the Sahara desert, it was even painful and burning i walked to the bathroom to wipe myself and wipe the disappointed face i had. This man is trying his level best to make me happy the least i can do is to meet him half way , by the time i got back to bed he was already dead, i wanted him to tell me about his day at work and how much he missed me throughout the day but keeee! it is what it is.
I slept next to him tying to remember if there was ever a day my husband made me cum, i could count them days. I sent Nkanyezi a goodnight text and to tell her that i will always be there for he whenever she needed anything and she responded with a love emoji and i was happy we are making progress with my sister. There was no point crying over split milk i just had to sleep with my sad honeypot, more disappointed than sad but he is my HUSBAND.
I have been too busy with the salon to even spend time with Aurora and Celesta, i was just glad they had each other to help and care, besides Mavis was doing the most she was like a second mother to my children and i am grateful. everyone is busy with whatever and the only time i could see my husband is when he gets back from work and not on his phone but that was rare, he spent most of his time glued on his screen it was irritating.
Mahlatse stopped texting when he realized i was no longer the naive girl he used to toy with, but Yoh Guys that man was the best thing that ever happened to my sex life. PERIOD! I do not want you to think that i am not happy with my husband because i am, they are two different people and if i had to choose i’d choose Mandla all over again.
The salon launch was a success, my people started working and we have few customers and clients. We decided to name it Aurora beauty and wellness spar. We were looking to expand in a few months and add spa as the part of the package hence the name.
Julia (My then BF) sent an email inviting me to her wedding anniversary with Thato whom she met during her first year of university, it was awkward because we have not been talking since her wedding night. I got too drunk and i was still mourning my dead love for Mahlatse so i told half of the people there that i wished she changed and stop cheating on Thato because he was a good man.
I politely responded and thanked her for the invite, i was not planning on going to this ceremony. I almost ruined her marriage before it even started and she immediately asked those securities to throw me out and she said she did not want to see me again and everything Mahlatse did to me i deserved for being a horrible person.