Fainthearted | Episode 6
It has been long since i went to see my mother, but the thought of seeing her man doesn’t sit well with me after what happened before i move out. Last time we met at a restaurant and she asked me to come over her place and visit for a day or two with the children but i am swapped with work right now i cannot really go home.
Things are going very well at work and as I suspected Mahlatse is at it again calling every chance he gets, i have been very lonely lately but i did not give it to the temptation i know my marriage will prevail like it always does, Mandla and I love each other so dearly i cannot be the one tearing my marriage down after working so hard to build it, this too shall pass.
I have decided to go to Julia’s anniversary to make up for the lost time and the mess i nearly created, this woman had my back when i was going through the most in my life and i messed up big time. I was not as busy as i thought i will be so i went to the mall to look for a dress and a pair of heels, i needed to look my best in case i meet people from my University i did bit want them to think wrong of me.
It was the first weekend after month end, so the mall was packed with people. I went to buy a black above the knee dress and yellow heels with a new bracelet and earrings, Yellow is not my favorite color but it looked good with that dress that is the only reason i bought it.
The anniversary was the only thing happening in my life besides my business which was running slower than i had anticipated, My marriage was getting colder as time passes by and this time around i just waited to see if Mandla even cared. Every time we had a fall out I’d be the one trying to fix things because i loved my husband but like i said you cannot pour from an empty cup, by the looks of things he was happier with his phone.
It is the morning of the anniversary, Mavis agreed to stay for the weekend and look after my kids while i go see my best friend celebrates her marriage with her husband, i put on my make up and wear my black dress and everything i bought that other day. i was fire! i looked so hot even Mandla complimented me and he said i reminded him of the time after our marriage, it was during that time when i would wake up and put on make-up so my husband doesn’t see the ugly side of me.
It hits so hard when he said that and i realized that i no longer make myself look beautiful for this man, maybe if i looked hot he’d make love to me, If i put on make up and short dresses when he is around he will look at me like he wants me. I want this man to want me and i am failing badly it is even embarrassing. i have then decided that from now on i will look as beautiful for my husband everyday of our lives and he wont have any choice but to look at me ONLY.
Well i have a party to attend to and a friendship to mend, i will deal with this when i come back. Mandla came over to plant a kiss on my lips and he tried to be passionate about it but my mind was still stuck at what he said to even enjoy the moment, I couldn’t push him away it was gonna look like i am not in to him so i let his dry lips kiss my chick and we took three minutes to finish whatever that was.
When i got to Julia’s place i saw cars outside but they were not too many, i was scared I’d see people from her wedding. I got inside and decided i needed a drink if i am to face everyone in this hall, i grabbed a glass of white wine from the waiter and started drinking while looking for a spot to hide before these people realize i am a loner.
I should have invited my husband, this would have been a perfect moment to bond and maybe it was going to remind us of our wedding day but he do not like gatherings. Julia and Thato walked in hand in hand, they were so beautiful wearing their custom made matching dress and a shirt. Everything about them screamed “perfect” i wondered how their sex life was, she was glowing and she looked really happy.
What happened next i was not expecting, Mahlatse walked in with that girl i saw him with at the mall the other day and she was pregnant! they were also wearing matching outfits and what shook me was that she had a ring on her finger. WTF i immediately called waiter to give me more alcohol i was gonna need it for the remaining of the day. I should have know this HE-GOAT was invited.
He came over to us and he greeted everyone, me included and he introduced her as Fikile. “oh Hi Angelina you look stunning, please meet my wife Fikile” and my jaw dropped even lower! what is this man playing at, what is it that he was doing. How come he never mentioned he had a wife all the time he called me and sent texts? i felt betrayed AGAIN
I know what you are all thinking, since we are all married then it is only logical that we stay away from each other and i agree with you but there’s something about forbidden acts that brings the worst out of me, i was not to be played by him again Never!!…Fikile is not the same woman he had during our university time i guess that one couldn’t keep up with his cheating , disgusting!
Julia went to attend her other guests and i was getting drunk from the wine i was drinking like a fish i wasn’t gonna do the anniversary sober, i went to sit with Lauren ( Julia’s step sister). The day progressed very well and i made sure to avoid any contact with Mahlatse and his pregnant wife because ever since i heard that he is married i find him attractive and it was annoying.
I continue to drink my wine observing people and after wandering for sometime my eyes met with Mahlatse and he was starring at me smiling, he was alone and i wondered where his pregnant wife went. I was jealous that she had him and i did not. Don’t say it I know i said i love my husband but this man is my wildest dream the things he did to me cannot be undone and we cannot even compare him to Mandla.
I went over to where he was standing and i started flirting with him and it was very simple because he was expecting it, he told me that wifey went to nap because she was felling tired and people were looking at her like she is a HIPPO i guess pregnancy hormones got the best of her. To be honest she looked really hot for a pregnant woman. he knows how to choose them, the innocent looking and hot.
I was now drunk, we were laughing and i was getting wetter by the minute. I was extremely happy and i missed every moment of this, He knew how to make me laugh and cry. We talked about good old days and i somehow told him about my toys and how occupied my husband was with work and other stuff at this moment i didn’t care whether he’s married or not i just wanted to be wanted and be held by a man.
Mahlatse made a phone call and he told me that he booked a room we can go talk there in private, i went to Julia and said my goodbyes and she was happy i came. We did not want people to have wrong ideas so i left first while he goes to his wife to tell her he will be late she should not wait up, normally i would never have thought about doing such a wicked thing but you have to understand my situation.
I called my husband and he suggested i sleep over at the hotel and will drive back home in the morning sober, i went to the room and freshen up while i wait for my guy to come so we can talk i was very drunk to even talk myself out of everything happening but deep down i knew i wanted this as much as he did and for once in my life since i got married i was not forcing things. i totally forgot about the quicky Mandla gave me before i left the house.
My main man came through and he also went to bath while i order food and more alcohol, we talked for a bit before i jump on top of him. It looks like he was ready for action because his baby was as hard as a rock, i did not have to imagine anything because i was dripping wet i could even feel it on my thighs. Just like old time my man took me to heaven.
With every thrust I felt my legs getting weaker, everything around us disappeared I felt like we were floating and I had no control over anything, I must have exploded so many time because I couldn’t control the water that came out of my golden pot, Oh my lord I squirted!. We ate the food I ordered and drank more alcohol, but Mahlatse was not drinking as much as I was it is like I was trying to kill my conscious.
We repeated this for the rest of the night and it was heaven on earth. I was not thinking of my husband or his wife, i was just living the moment WILD and FREE I was living my wildest dream. This is by far the wildest day of my life.